sidetrack.
my recent attraction to facebook, all thanks to drea.

made me learn new things about myself.
even as lame as how the application"cute horoscopes" sounds, it has its validity.

Cancerians:
The idea is not "I bought you and therefore I own you." No. It's more like "I love you so much and care so profoundly that I cannot believe you dared be attracted to that other (less serious) person."


have you checked your horoscope today?

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i'll cast a spell on you. i'll cast a spell on you. i'll cast a spell on you. i'll cast a spell on you.

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"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! / The world forgetting, by the world forgot / Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! / Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd."

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P for Pepsi

Oh, may I join the choir invisible
Of those immortal dead who live again.
--George Eliot, The Choir Invisible

it's the season of death,
she's a death magnet.
she cant recall how many deaths have she encountered in her pathetic 19yrs of short exsistenance.
death of her mom
death of her grandma
death of her grandpa
death of her pet rats
death of her pet quail
death of her classmate's brother
death of her pet hamsters
death of her first relationship
death of her dog
she thinks she can handle death
afterall, she had a taste of death more than anyone else she knows

lets play a game, my most loyal friend
press replay at all the happy moments,
lets play pretend, and that it didnt happen
lets play hide&seek, i know that you are just hiding,
not under the sofa, somewhere more unreachable
but i'll find you, one day,
lets take a cablecar to heavens together

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all these years, i felt that God has forsaken me, or maybe i have forsaken God,
all these years, i felt that i went unnoticed, or maybe i chose not to reach out.

wakeupcallpls.


("5 people you meet in heaven" is a bad book)

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GOSSIP GIRL.

this week is fulls of Bs, ballads, bedevil, bemuse, bungle, bitches, bastards, betrayal, broken friendship.

im walking on broken glass, and it doesnt hurt a single bit, my friend, not at all
im laughing at my stupidity, and it doesnt hurt a single bit, my friend, not at all
im bewildered by ur ignorance, and it doesnt hurt a single bit, my friend, not at all

you are not a friend, not a single bit, not at all.
(not anymore)

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have a great week, beautiful stranger.

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La cigarette

Oui, ce monde est bien plat ; quant à l'autre, sornettes.
Moi, je vais résigné, sans espoir, à mon sort,
Et pour tuer le temps, en attendant la mort,
Je fume au nez des dieux de fines cigarettes.

Allez, vivants, luttez, pauvres futurs squelettes.
Moi, le méandre bleu qui vers le ciel se tord
Me plonge en une extase infinie et m'endort
Comme aux parfums mourants de mille cassolettes.

Et j'entre au paradis,
fleuri de rêves clairs
Ou l'on voit se mêler en valses fantastiques
Des éléphants en rut à des choeurs de moustiques.
Et puis, quand je m'éveille en songeant à mes vers,
Je contemple, le coeur plein d'une douce joie,
Mon cher pouce rôti comme une cuisse d'oie.

--Jules Laforgue

"And to kill time while awaiting death, I smoke slender cigarettes thumbing my nose to the gods"

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im a shy bunny

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the word's displaced.
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HIS HERS

this side of the world
which i seek refuge
yet most of the time
he is not around --
at the other willing side
i bury my head my hands and let out.

wake me up when september ends.
do it like you do it to me.

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